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I thank God for bringing me giving me an opportunity to learn a good lesson.

This was what happened on Friday..

When I was doing goods receiving, total 209 serialized goods. S$24k worth. STRESS!~ I printed the label and target to finish by 9pm. But the technicians just keep coming. I find it hard to concentrate. I draw the items for them. I was rushing like crazy and the technicians keep coming. A strange anger which I have not experience for quite long took over me.

And in the middle of the night, around 10 plus, Terence (The Sway kia) lie down at the counter, and called out loudly, Lion! Lion! >> I ignored. Than he called even louder, "Lion Lion!">> I walk towards the counter and tell him, "Can you respect other people's name or not? You want to call my name call properly lor." he was stunted. "He say, sorry sorry, so what is your name ar?" ... I answered "Ryan" and walk off.

If you want people to respect you, you should first put yourself in a respectable position. So old already still play other people's name. What more, he knows and ask again. What the hell.

Knock off time, I went home.. Feeling all drained.. Thinking about that incident and how I can react better. And a verse came into my mind, "For it is easier for you to sow in to people who love you. Isn't all the tax-collectors doing so?" and "Forgive and it shall be forgiven you." So I have to choose to forgive this person. I don't want to put a knife through my heart and make myself all painful.

Lessons learnt this week

Lesson 1
I always rely on my own strength and wisdom. I realise this when Mei tong told me that the God we serve is also the LORD of our LIFES. And I started to pray, asking the Holy Spirit to hover around my workplace, my home and my church. I always have this thinking that there is a difference between the trinity that was straighten at Rev Alex Abraham's service on Saturday. :)

Lesson 2
Do all things for the glory of God alone. Be it sitting, standing, talking, working, etc..

Lesson 3
God's way is higher than all my ways.

Lesson 4
Be positive!

Lesson 5
Learn to ask. (Personally I am not very good at this.) ;)

Lesson 6
What we see is so shallow. Who can tell our hearts except for Abba Father? And the only person who knows us more than life itself is Him. Who loved us always, with an everlasting love.


I know that everything will be alright because Jesus is with me. It's a new week and now is 9.29am. Gotta get ready for prayer later. xD

tataz.