Thank God I'm serving You.

My father use to criticise me and pull me down with everything I do. In my family, there use to be no rights for everyone. Everything we do is what my father wants us to do. Everything we do is to please the family. Where the expectation of my parents is low, they did not expect much for our studies. We are told to be working in the market leading a carefree life for ourselves and ourselves alone. There is no encouragement for us to persue our studies. All our parents think about is for the present. So long as we can live one day, just let it be. BUT, I am build for something better and I serve Someone greater than this planet earth. Why must I be bound by the values my parents carry?! I thank God that I am serving Him.

I run away from my family before, but the problem is still in my mind even though the situation changed after I return. My father is still casting a dark shadow over my life and I really hate that, I need to get my rights back. I don't want to be living in someone else's shadow and I am going to prove to all that I will shine for One to see. He is my audience. He is my confidence. He is my everything. In Him I do not have to run away from my problems, I can face it boldly and no be afraid anymore. I can come back home to His embrace. I no longer need to live in fear. Because I have got Him in me. In You we can indeed be a happy man!

Time to take the lead in my life. I know it will be a process, but I am willing to take this process a step at a time. And I thank God for the wonderful cellgroup I am in who is always encouraging me to pull through this darkness and start to build a greater and more intimate relationship with my Him. Gotta be positive. Gotta hold my head up high to Him and NEVER GIVE UP~!

Loved,
Ziqiang