Home sweet Home!

hahahaa.. Today is a nice nice day.. Not very hot.. Hmm.. Kinda sian lor.. At home nothing to do. Suppose to go for some pre-test checkup thingy at Bugis but in the end din go because my parents object to it..

I try to persuade my parents to let me go, because it's really relaxing for the whole month and wait to get money.. But my parents tell me that it's really dangerous for me to be the hospital's tester.. Feels like guinuine pig to them.. And I say it's quite safe one, somemore I'm a pig, so it's alrite. Same kind ma.. haha.. but nevermind.. I feel ultimately, they care for me. Though I feel in life, there's a risk for everything and I can help them financially also.. but I love my parents and dunwan them to be worried about me.. And they told me that they settled the house finance problem. In the sense, I really don't have to worry and they assure me that even if they will support me no matter whether I'm working or not. (SO TOUCHING!) So I just call my friend to let her know I cannot make it.

When I was talking to my parents after dinner, which I never bothered to last time. My father share things that he did in the past. Like he being the "dao shi" and all last time.. Though sometimes not very convincing but I really love to spend time with them.

My father use to restrict me from using the computer when he is not around. But yesterday, he say, "You got time at home, just use the computer lor.. Surf the things that you like, but just don't use too long lor." I was like wow! LOL.. Thanks daddy..

As I spend more and more time with my family. I begin to feel that they actually don't show their love last time because I use to be rebellious and come home only to sleep.

When I look back in the past. I realised that my Heavenly Father changed me from inside out un-noticingly. I was blinded but now I can see again. The Love You shine on me. I will definately share it with others. Love You Father.

I just went into my maplestory account.. Very sian lor.. Because my friend went into my account and took something which cost me a bomb to buy with maple's money (meso). It's a cute little earring which is scrolled to perfection. For the benefit of those who dun play maplestory. The cost for the earring to be bought with SGD is around 20-30 bucks. Conversion for 1mil meso per SGD. So it's kinda costly. Somemore, it's some rare earring that I hunt for many levels and din manage to get it. It's pinkish.. Looks nice on my character. Haha.. =x My friend said she will return it to me tonight. =D Just hope she does bah..

I gotta kick the habit of gaming too too much and plan for a guage in the gaming time. heex. Never want to be the same as last time again. My maximum online hours for gaming is around 58 hours. No sleep. But now I cut it to max of 4 hours in front of the comp. It's hard to take the radiation anymore. So I just switch off even if I don't feel like it. My mind may be carried awaym but my determination still stands.

Cutting short this post. I gotta go and drink some water and bathe before I spend time with my Father. Take care all..

Love,
Ziqiang